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About Me Member Procrastinator Rochelle218/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Sat Nov 14, 2009, 12:38 AM
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Anberlin.
  • Reading: great textbooks. o0o0o
  • Watching: the office, heroes, nothing else.
  • Playing: bazinga
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: cream soda!?
So i dont know what went wrong, but I totally. died. this semester.



Anyway, I realized my problem is that I have no passion, no dream, nothing that is MINE. No amazing talents to speak of, and like I said, I just need a dream or something to chase, something to throw myself into, because I can't not be working towards the rest of my life. I refuse to live ignorantly sitting there while my life goes by. If I'm going to do something, I want to do it all the way.

So here is the dream:
be someone that brings life to other people in some way. I want to fix things, to save things or people.

Medical.

What exactly? no idea. nursing for starters. This is all just begining, This is like a shadow of a dream I could have, but that I want, and I don't know if I can do it. It is a huge undertaking, and I'm going to go for it. So, encouragement needed, i guess. I want to work in other places and be the doctor where there are thousands of people who don't HAVE a doctor. I want to learn other languages, fluently, I want to see the world, and I want to help people any way I can and live for that. I want to be able to read the stock market. I want to be able to read the political climate of my country, and I'm tired of being ignorant about so much that is going on in the world. I want to know history like it's my own, and be able to tell when it's about to repeat itself.


anyway this is kind of for me. I just need to have it somewhere where i can see it. In all honesty, I know how the world works, in six months I could have given up on all this and be somewhere completely different. I could have a new dream, I could have something better, I have no idea. I just need SOMETHING.


PS Anberlin is an awesome band. LISTEN TO THE FOLLOWING SONGS BY THEM:
breaking
hello alone
the unwinding cable car
THE FEEL GOOD DRAG

amazing AMAZING

listen now. do it

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  • Current Residence: Cali, baby
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  • Print preference: as if
  • Interests: Art, piano, cooking/baking, writing!!!, horsebackriding, mario, and and! reading
  • Favourite movie: LORD! there are so many! classics, thrillers, anything with a GOOD STORY
  • Favourite band or musician: oooh! hard one. visit my myspace if you really need to know this...
  • Favourite genre of music: EVERYTHING! and when i say that, I mean it. I really do listen to everything, from screamo to rap
  • Favourite artist: uhhhh there's no one i really idolize
  • Favourite poet or writer: right now I'm really into ted dekker and all the classics
  • Favourite photographer: what? who memorizes names here?
  • Favourite style of art: hahahaha fingerpaints, you weirdos
  • Operating System: my computer??? this one's windows...
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod?
  • Shell of choice: SHELL???? the pretty kind
  • Wallpaper of choice: uh, my room is like mediterranean desert ocean with palm trees and pinapples
  • Skin of choice: my own. HAHA
  • Favourite game: Mario
  • Favourite gaming platform: DONT CARE
  • Favourite cartoon character: BUGS
  • Personal Quote: "Truth is like a catherdral...with light shining through the windows..." LOL
  • Tools of the Trade: your mom

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:iconlilyofthevalley101:
HAAAAAAPY BIIRTHDAAAAY TOOO YOUUUU!!! HAAAAAPY BIIIRTHDAAAY TOOOOOOO YOUUUUU HAAAAAPPY BIIIIIIRTHDAY DEAR AWYYYYSE! HAAAAPY BIIIIRTHDAY TOOOO YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! teeeheee love you hon.

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"If I look my faith in the eyes
And let my tears flow with grace
Then maybe someday I'll find
A life for me to embrace."
:iconrochelle2:
haha thankssss:]

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Don't just do something, stand there!!!


i would have SO KICKED HER SASS
:iconcamo-o:
Thanks also 4the fav!!!!!
:iconrochelle2:
you're welcome!

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Don't just do something, stand there!!!


i would have SO KICKED HER SASS
:iconmingolando:
Flalyse! You fav fiend :rofl:

Thank yous :lol:

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"The test of tolerance some when we are in a majority; the test of courage comes when we are in a minority."
Ralph W. Stockman
:iconrochelle2:
lol :]

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Don't just do something, stand there!!!


i would have SO KICKED HER SASS
:iconmingolando:
Blalyse!

Thank you for the faves! :+fav: :D

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"The test of tolerance some when we are in a majority; the test of courage comes when we are in a minority."
Ralph W. Stockman
:iconrochelle2:
youre welcome :]

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Don't just do something, stand there!!!


i would have SO KICKED HER SASS
:iconwieldthekey:
lol I luuuuuuuuuurve you!

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"Human beings can always be relied upon to assert, with vigor, their given right to be stupid."
— Dean Koontz
:iconrochelle2:
haha I lorvsdfj you tooo

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Don't just do something, stand there!!!


i would have SO KICKED HER SASS

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